shuzen wong
i love you
i hate you
i envy you
i despise you
i need you
i want you
i poisoned you
i corrupted you
i created you
i destroyed you
i cherished you
i hurt you
i healed you
i persuaded you
i let you
i am you.
`` its all about her. [#] `-
Wednesday, December 24, 2008








 The student reporter camp has been finished. I still remember I was the one who standing infront and got scolded by seniors. Yes… I was a junior last year. I was so proud being in the group 10 although we lose every single game. I still remember伟杰,超群,品顺,于璇,祖儿,慧怡,润敏,美欣,雁丽,枢雯and 蓓滋 were same group as I. 伟杰 was the group leader, 超群 was the darkest in our group, 品顺finished the meal fastest, 于璇,祖儿and 慧怡 always arguing, 润敏was sicked during the first day of camp, 美欣and 雁丽 was the diam ubi and 蓓滋too. 枢雯was the one who sacrificed…(We were forced to throw the wet newspaper over her) all these were history… the most cant remember is….my group’s advisor…佩珊学姐. She was the one who taking care of us every single second. Thanks 佩珊学姐!
And now, I became senior. Why I was so proud being in group 10 last year? Partly is because of this: 超群was the AOC of this camp, 伟杰was in the activities group, they put a lot of efforts in this camp, I felt it. Not only they, 于璇 and 枢雯 wrote the song of the camp, 蓓滋, 美欣, 雁丽, 品顺, 祖儿,慧怡,润敏 all did their best in the camp.
I feel so honor being a student reporter. In these 5days 4 nights, I learned a lot and saw a lot, feel a lot too. Everyone did their best in their job. We as seniors have been used up 2months time to prepare. Our target was to polish the new student reporter to become a successful student reporter.
1st day of the camp… Supposed is the day before camp, but considered as the 1st day for seniors. Seniors has to do our last preparation b4 the camp. I reached there around 1 and saw all of them were learning 手语and the camp’s song-点燃. I joined them after putting my luggage in the classroom. After that, we had our lunch in the canteen. I didn’t eat rice cause I had my lunch already. I was sitting with my seniors and I’m so surprise that they remembered my name. Well, I remember their names too. XD senior William came and he the table, the drinks on the table were poured on sen. zhuang zhen’s pants. Lol. We continued to learn 手语after lunch. Then we had meeting. After that, they had 谈判专家practices. I did not involve in that activity so I was asked to help on the stage. i was asked to cut the cardboard and I hurt my finger…=( *daddy lo…didn’t help me.XD* *cant remember what had happened until the night* I cant sleep although it was 230am. It was so hot in the classroom….! And another reason was I received a message from anonymous. I was thinking of someone…lol. Ching hor was sleeping in the same classroom, and my friend told me he farts when sleeping. Lol.
2nd day of the camp… Woke up an hour earlier just to bath. =) after bath, we started to practice 手语. I was in the publish group, we started to set up the counter to give out t-shirts, booklet, papers, student reporter card and the string… 6 of us in the group. 3 of us went to had breakfast, while another 3 stayed at the counter. We were asked to scold them once they step in. what to scold? Hmm… walk too slow? No thank you? Slow motion? What else? Lol. We scolded them anyway… the funniest was, we asked the junior to take each, there was 3 sheet papers in a set and he tear one off. Lol. We cant laugh, 2 of my friends turned around and laughed. Sen. Mei jun went off to laugh…LOL. Ching hor asked 雯颖to scold a junior that why she took so long to take her luggage. She scolded her and that girl answered :”I just used 5mins.” And she walked off. Zzz….we cant scold her back. We were so hate her. Ice breaking time, I went to her group, the juniors there saw me and knocked the floor as alert. “xue jie hao…” “Why knock the floor when saw me?” “We had agreed that this is the way to alert ourselves.” “do you know this is so unrespect? I’m your senior! And I’m here.! Am I on the floor?!!!” she got nothing to answer…I was really so pissed off that she doesn’t respect us! Eeshs! After the open ceremony was lunch. After that was ceramah. The 1st game started. I went to one of the station to help out. Juniors have to do some given actions such as swimming, running and so on. It was so funny that they did so so so badly. I went home ar 7.
3rd day of the camp… I woke up very early today and took bus to SMJK Confucian. After I had my breakfast, I went to help around. It was 谈判专家。After watching the juniors, I scolded them. After that, I went back to the room and rest, it was ceramah. Some of us were eating the junk food that we confiscated from the juniors. Hehe! After awhile, we went to set up stations. This game was 终极特务。Juniors have to win their lunch through the games. They had to find their stations through 观察物。
4th day of the camp… have u ever cries when having meal? Dunno why, I just can’t control myself when I got the bomb shell.超群felt down again when going down the stairs. 伟杰keep comforting me and I laughed suddenly. Why I cried? Well, I knew超群 one year ago. As b4 I said, he was same group as me. We went through every single thing during the camp. I’m so worried that wehether he still okay or not, whether he can walk or not, whether can play with us like last year...at that time, i realize who i hate...is 超群,he makes me so worried of him...! he did not take care of himself! i went to see him after dinner, he was resting in the classroom. my tears were dropping down, my fren asked me not to cry, i ran off and left the place. i cant control myself.
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学记们! 坚持到底,他一定很爱你!
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shuzen
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16th sept
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smart nor clever
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